KAMPAR, LIFE.

I've been staying here for 24 days, and my holiday is going to end soon. Imma going to leave here and say HI to whatsapp's life, again. But i think this turn is better than when you heard 'oh i going back to SG'. It's sounds better.

HEHE, I've selected this photo to be the first photo in my bloggie.  Please ignore my fat body fat ass fat shoulder fat tummy, a fat me. I've ate a lots recently since i back in Malaysia. I am finally get back myself a normal life. Throw back the life in SG, it was like OH MY GOD. What the fuck am i. No food no entertainment no money no life. But still fat. Damn emo. HAHA.

Again, I am sitting at MCD and updated my bloggie due to my boss in a meeting again. Originally I've planned to buy a butterscotch ice cream one but the Q is berry long and ended up i was just sitting at here, using people free Wifi and the plug.

Throw back for the past few weeks, he has participated for Mr & Ms TARC and yet he is one of the finalist of Mr & MS TARC. It was not surprising at all because the competitors are not strong enough. Sorry for being so straight forward. But still have to congrats to him. Even though we always argued regarding this matter, seriously i fucking bo song la. But what can i do? Like now lo, sitting here alone and writing to express my emotional while waiting him in a meeting.  =/

'Especially thanks to my GF', said by my genius boyfie on the stage and pointing on me. Nah this was really surprised me. HAHA. I love him, always. See, I'll just satisfied with just a small potato matter. Please don't always said me never be considerate and tolerated. I always do. *dig nose*

I know i always so unreasonable. I admit that. But sometime you're the same what. However, nothing wrong with being childish when you're in a relationship. I was trying to show that how much I do care about you. Maybe i am in a wrong ways, but i just being myself. I hope that our relationship can lasting forever. I really meant it. 

  

Anyway, I just bought a bus ticket and I'll coming back on the next Monday. Yay, I am home sick for quite long already. Finally I can back home. But, Sigh. My tattoo. HAHA. I've no ideas what's my parents gonna do on me. Take it easy. I guess i will just shows them my tattoo once i reach home. I guess, if i have the guts.

Time to off to the Q and get my ice cream =D

New Chapter, AGAIN.

Imma finally back to my blogger life. It's been awhile since the last time I've wrote my blog. I even forgot about my old blogger's ID and Password. Oh shit. I've been through alots shits stuff with my old blog. I've tried thousand of times to log in yet it was failed to do so. So i decided to create a whole new ID. It was like telling me stop looking at the past. 

I currently back in Malaysia and sitting at OldTown Kampar at the moment. I was waiting for my boss for his meeting. Such a boring days and nights and it caused me got the urged to update my blogger. Imma supposed to continue my working life in SG after life in Genting. I have no ideas why i am here without telling anyone. I just needs to let my brain have a good rest and i am gonna fight again. 

No doubt. I have been through the tough life in SG. Am i really weak? This was my first time that I've escaped from all my problems and hide myself in the unknown town. Unknown town? HAHA. Should be the unknown town with alots of memories. I do miss this place so much but i hate it seriously. I am afraid of this unknown place. It's brought sadness to me. I am trying to avoid some places but somehow i have to walk through it. Everyone was telling me i have to stop looking at the past but not to avoid. But you guys know that? My whole life have changed because of this unknown place, because of someone. 

I should have stop talking about the PAST. My new Blogger looks so boring, without any photos of my life. Please stay tuned. I have faith in myself. More Photos are coming soon on my next post. Perhaps? HAHA. It's okay, i am just writing to express my feelings. It is not like a pro blogger have to share the link at everywhere. I don't even tell anyone of my friends that I've created the new blog. HAHA.

Basically, I've planned to chill at here while waiting for my boss. Basically I've planned to send my resume and looks for the job vacancies. But basically i have sent few resume, already. HAHA. 

I have doubt myself from every decision that I've made. EVERY. From insisted of going to SG until back in Malaysia. I am afraid of i gonna make a wrong decision again. But to be very very very honest, i have no regrets on my decisions. Even though i was going to the wrong pathway. At least I've learnt,  in terms of experiences. It made me fell but on the other hands it made me gained too.

I clear enough to know what i wanted to do on the next. But just let me rest. 

Let's talk about my relationship. *shy*

I don't know how to start with it. 

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Once upon the time *half years ago*, I've met a guy. A guy who is smaller than me, four years old. Don't be shocked and i believed most of my friends knew this. This is not a secrets anymore. There is no secrets in my life. Like i have a son named Lucas. But don't be confused please, it is no related with my current Boyfie - Wyncent. Ya, his name is Wyncent. We have been together for six months three weeks and three days. Surprisingly we can stay for so long. HAHA. 

It was my first long distance relationship because before this i was staying in SG and he was staying in Malaysia. We only connected by the internet even we're apart thousand miles from each others. Babe you know you are the only one who can gave me so much of secure feelings. This is the reason why i love you so much. I am serious and i never told you about this. I hope that we can face through all the shits and make our relationship lasting forever. 

Please forgive my unreasonable *sometimes*. I am just getting jealous because i really don't have much confidence in myself after so many failure relationships. I am sorry. I really meant it. Please make more efforts to secure my feelings. I needs it and i am going to do the same things to you. Don't you see my efforts? ILOVEYOU <3.

Before I off to my work. I wanna say .... i got myself a Tattoo! Is like finally. *claps* Is a word - Independent but is in French. Don't ever try to ask me why must French. I just simply like it. This tattoo gonna be a most meaningful thing in my life. #520 #boyfie #wyncent  

Time to continue my work.

Good nights. 

Eden

21st of May 2014